In case anyone’s wondered, I’m still in the land of the living, and I have not yet dropped off the face of the planet. I realized earlier today that it’s been nine days since I’ve posted. I was planning to delay this post until I had completed the piano-vocal score to the third musical number in Eden in Babylon, the song called The Very Same World. But then I realized that even the completion of that score will only reflect a far greater pleasure — one that has already made itself manifest in my experience, and quite unexpectedly, at that.
Remember how I said I wasn’t looking forward to having to create an entire piano-vocal score for a musical so huge? I alluded to the tedious ardor of having to put The Burden of Eden together nine years ago, and not having attempted a score of that magnitude since. But to my pleasant surprise, I have found that I am actually enjoying the process of creating this score. I’ve been working on “Same World” since Monday, and I honestly believe I will have it finished tomorrow, which is Friday. (Or later on today, to be more accurate, since I am up after one in the morning as we speak.)
I think part of the difference lies in the software I’m using now, as opposed to back then. In those days I only had a general midi replica of a piano sound. Now I’m using a sampled Steinway grand. Believe me, it makes a huge difference. I’m also undergoing the intriguing challenge of trying to create a piano part the way that I myself would play these tunes on the piano. This challenge is made even more challenging by the fact that I have never played any of these songs on the piano. I don’t own a piano; and I wrote them, like I write all my music, “in my head.”
But hearing the sound of that Steinway, I’m eager to at least try to play them on the church piano, which is a Baldwin grand. Once I have the music written out, it will be much easier to do so. All I’ll have to do is change hats and read it – as though it were somebody else’s music, and not my own. I honestly think this process will fascinate me enough, that the tedium I’d earlier dreaded will no longer be a legitimate threat. More likely, this current fascination will morph into a gigantic labor of love.
So, I’m in the final formatting stages of “Same World” tonight. Our church secretary said I could sent the pdf file to her, and she would print it out for me in the morning. Then I’m going to examine the hard copy, pencil in any adjustments, and print out a final version. My goal is to have both “Same World” and Heart Song scored by next Friday, so I can take them down to the Open Mike, where I just might meet some interested singers for the project.
Many other nice things have been happening lately, and my goal to get this musical produced seems a bit more attainable now. The plans I’m devising to go about this are a bit less vague and a bit more fully baked than they were the last time you saw me. But I’ll save the details for a near-future entry. I want to take another look at the “Same World” score before I ponder the unappealing notion known as “sleep.” I’ve long been of the camp that contends something like sleep, in situations like these, to be for the faint of heart. Food also seems to be quite unnecessary. My theory, as expressed in this post, is this:
What physical nutrition I lack is made up for in the spiritual nutrition with which this music is feeding my soul.
No wonder they bipolarized me! But would I have it any other way? Probably not. They can bipolarize me till the cows come home. When I take care of my soul, the rest of me takes care of itself.