The “s-words” and “h-words” alluded to in the first sentence of the post below are not cuss words. They stand for “shelter,” “services,” “homeless,” and “housing,” At the time when I wrote this post, I had begun to practice the elimination of these buzz words from my vocabulary. It was becoming increasingly important for me to live indoors again, and the use of any one of those “buzz words” would work against me when seeking an affordable rental. A person who has not been homeless doesn’t tell his prospective landlord he is in need of “shelter.” He merely says he’s looking for “a place to live.”
“Your Moment is Now” was written two weeks before I moved into my present-day apartment in Northern Idaho, a little over one year ago. It describes how I was kicked out of a homeless shelter for having caught a flu, and thereafter found that there was no hospital that would keep me overnight, and no friend or family member who would take me in — as illustrated in an earlier post. Please be advised that I was running a 103 degree temperature at the time when I scribbled down these words. I say that in the hope you will forgive me if my writing style wasn’t quite up to par.
I’ll be brief without using either of the s-words or h-words.
About five days ago, I was kicked out of the “dormitory” for having contracted a contagious disease there. It’s not a big deal – it’s viral bronchitis. It is only contagious during the first 2-3 days.
Unfortunately, this has left me to deal with the situation in an outdoor environment. I’ve been twice to the doctor who says that I need to rest in bed for ten days and drink a lot of fluids. Obviously, I do not have a bed in which to rest.
I petitioned for an overnight stay at the hospital but was denied it on the obvious basis that overnight stays in hospitals are not generally granted to people for conditions that can be taken care of at home. Obviously, I do not have a home at this time.
I believe that if I can stay inside in a bed for 72 hours, leaving only to hydrate and use the bathroom, I will probably recover. I am not recovering, unfortunately, in the outdoor realm of living. Frankly, I have only had a flu like this twice in the past fifteen years. The first time a friend of mine fronted me $700 so I could get two weeks in a hotel room. I paid her back according to terms, but she is not in that position right now. I also am declining to ask for money, which I feel would be crass. To request actual short-term lodgings, on the other hand, seems to me to be only logical, and appropriate to the cause at hand.
My petition goes out to those who live in the Greater San Francisco Bay Area, and to the hearts of the Greater Humanity at Large. If somebody can provide so much as a floor with a rug for me to crash on for three days only, I will provide the Greater Humanity at Large with a lot more than said Humanity has evidently expected of me.
If not, I’ll subsist as usual, and perchance even survive. But know that when I say that I have watched numerous people in my position die needless deaths overnight, my statement is not hyperbolic.
People of compassion: now is your chance. Let me in. Let one of us in. There are thousands upon thousands of Americans forced to sleep outdoors tonight. Some will die tonight if no one lets them in. Please, people of compassion — Let Us In.
July 13, 2016
San Francisco, CA
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