Q. Where would you like to be?
A. In a place of greater integrity.
Q. What makes you think you lack integrity?
Q. What makes you a hypocrite?
A. I say things for effect. I don’t speak my truth. I say things that I think will entertain the person I’m with. Or, if not entertain them, in some way impress or please them. I’m a hypocrite, kinda like a politician.
Q. But don’t you value your integrity?
A. That I do.
Q. Then surely, doesn’t this come through in your interactions with others?
A. Perhaps. But I think it’s far clouded over by the entertainer aspect.
Q. Are you saying that you don’t think people take you seriously?
A. Exactly. That’s what it is. They don’t take me seriously, because even my truth is obscured by all the entertainer tactics.
A. You know — making them laugh, making them smile, making them cheer, making them clap.
Q. Won’t it help you in your cause to get them on your side?
A. Sure. But it’s not really my side that I get them on. I only get them on the side of the entertainer.
Q. And who is the entertainer?
A. The entertainer is a guy who has been trained to try to take people’s mind off of their troubles.
Q. And how does this conflict with your truth?
A. My truth ought to actually remind them of their troubles, and get them to want to do something about them.
Q. So your truth and your entertainer are in conflict?
A. You could put it that way.
Q. Which is more important?
A. My truth.
Q. Then why not ditch the entertainer?
A. Old habits die hard.
Q. Can’t you try?
A. I can.
Q. Will you?
A. Give me three weeks.
Q. What will happen then?
A. You’ll come back and check, and see how I’m doing. Say, around Tuesday Tuneup 28.
Q. May I be excused then?
A. You may.
The Questioner is silent.
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