You know you’re a Writer when you come back to edit your daily gratitude list. This is List 700, by the way.
1. This morning I received the zany idea to compile all seven hundred of these lists into a single volume, do a bit of editing to protect the innocent, and publish it on Zulu or CreateSpace under the title: 700 Days of Gratitude. Why not?
2. That said, these lists having long since drifted from their original purpose, I’ve created a new morning wake-up routine that reduces the role of the Gratitude List to five points sprawled with a pen onto paper at the end of each day, and five each morning, first thing upon arising. Then I’ll take my thyroid medication, read something fun and light for fifteen minutes, read a spiritual book for fifteen minutes, and then make my coffee, and write in my journal. In this manner, I won’t hit the Internet for 45 minutes – and believe me, I shall be enriched.
3. Walked four miles today at a brisk pace. All set to go running tomorrow.
4. Grateful the Recovery Center was open, where I received encouraging peer support, and also was able to be of service to a recovering alcoholic, as well as two addicts passing through town.
5. Learned something important about myself last night, and use the pain of the experience to effect a positive life change.
6. Was granted a few scoops of coffee tonight at the Center, and it sits in my filter, even as we speak. Tomorrow I’ll put on a pot while I read, and drink it once a large glass of water’s been downed, one half hour after awakening. Can’t go wrong with that!
7. What a nice, secluded, quiet, neat, clean one-bedroom apartment I rent today! The price can’t be beat, the neighbors are civil, and there isn’t a tweaker in sight.
8. Finally broke my block and hammered out a blog for my new writing gig – and I’m glad. Though it was 1500 words (rough draft, stream of flow), and it’s supposed to be 600 words max, at least I got from A-Z. Also:
9. I’ve got a professional editor now, a retired lady from my church whose second career was in writing and editing. She’s smart as a whip, and extremely proficient, and I’m sure she can chop off those excess adjectives and superfluous phrases and cut that thing down to size.
10. This will be my last published Gratitude List, so I might as well speak my conclusive piece. Gratitude Lists indeed have a way of improving my spirits, all the day long. I feel good when I’m happy, and these lists have a way of making me happy. But in the end, life isn’t about feeling good. It’s about being good — and doing good. It’s about cultivating wisdom, and nurturing compassion, and caring for those in need. But most of all, it’s about caring for one’s own self; and showing in that manner of selfless self-love an example that shines before others, that they might see that our actions are worthy, and glorify our God from beyond and before us, the Giver of all good gifts.
The people who seek their own pleasure are the takers. They eat better, and gluttonously so, and eventually become fat, and burst. But the people who seek to do justly, and love mercy, and walk humbly with their God are the givers. They sleep better, and rest comfortably within their own skin, and wind up feeling better — about themselves, about their purpose, and about humanity on the whole. So I ask you: is it pleasure, or righteousness, that one ought to seek after first? It profits little if one gains the whole world, to the loss of their God-given soul.
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